So I was feeling lightheaded when I woke up today, much like last night. My mom, however, made me go to school. So what happens to me in school? I'm walking over to my friend during break time between Main Lesson and Period One when I suddenly become VERY lightheaded and faint. So I told her to wait a minuted. Then I fell and hit my head on the wall and the next thing I know, my friend and ~xHanaDvlAnglx are right next to me. So I have to go home, well really go to the doctor. I told him about how I've been feeling and he said the only explanation could be that my medication is making me like this. Well that's just fucking great. Not only have I become more suicidal from my medication, tried to kill myself because of my medication, had a potentially lethal reaction to my medicine, had increased depression because my medicine, I've gained wait thanks to my medication, but now I'm being told that I could be constantly lightheaded and faint thanks to my medicine. I mean WHAT THE FUCKING HELL!? Does God HATE me!?
So I had to go to the hospital and get blood work done. That means they had to stick a needle into me AGAIN and take blood from me AGAIN! Now I have to wait to see what the blood tests show for how much Lythium is in my system (that's one of my medications, the second one that made me more depressed), how much electrolytes (I think that's what it is) there are and, just cause my doctor wants to know, how much Vitamin D there is.